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[triedit]

Update from Tam--Candi is 9cm dialated and in labor. She wanted me to pass this along. GO FAE!

[selfactivated]

Bless you, Bless Fae, Bless Pan :) I can pack now. It feels real.

Yesterday was an excersise in futility. I was enraged and panicled and had chest pains, couldnt breath and couldnt sleep. I talked to Sal and triedit. I KNEW it wasnt MY feelings I was feeling but I was sick with it. I thought maybe it was the stuff going on here but in my heart I knew that wasnt it. I thought it was other altercations in my life but to be honest there really isnt any thing that would set me off like that.

When I called my sister, she's camping up in Maine with friends, I asked her what happened yesterday? She said "YOU felt that?" And I laughed my arse off. Early in the afternoon around 1 or 2 one of the children went to the bathroom without telling anyone. Both mothers were in a panic and FURIOUS the child went off. Then later that night my sis had a panic attack around midnight 1 am because she was locked in the tent by accident. It took about 30 mins to get out.........about the same time I called triedit in tears and in a panic...................

Fae the next thing I ask of you is the gift of protection!!!!!!!

[Sal]

Wow, quite the day there girly. Sooooooo glad it ended well for you and all of those who had challenges and trails......

And congratulations Self....celebrate, enjoy, embrace this joyful occasion .....

[selfactivated]

Fae keeps me cuddled but Pan keeps things interesting. yanno sometimes i feel broken then somedays i feel so close to what i really am. but noone hears me. no one understands paast the broken. its like i talk in tounges and noone gets it. anybody but me could say it and theiyd get it.

[selfactivated]

My Goddess Fae, Keep them safe and close.

Open your eyes and watch them during their days and nights

Open your ears and hear their woes and their joys

Open your mouth and speak to their weary spirits

Open your arms and embrace them when they tire

Open your hands and heal their minds and bodies

These things I ask of you my sweet Goddess, Mother of Love, Healer of Pain, Priestess of me.:wub: